"Little darling, it's been a long, cold, lonely winter"

Heh guys :)
I'm INCREDIBLEY happy I have a few blog-followers now, I think that's really lovely that you guys take the time to read my wee blog! Shucks.

Anyhoo, today has been....woeful to say the least: I woke up as always around 5am (I have constant insomnia) and was ECSTATIC that my tummy didn't look like it contained a baby for once, so i felt very happy and ate my breakfast, fine, no problem [well, I do always feel quite sick afterwards, but it passes after a little while] then I decided to take myself off into town to spend some of the vouchers people had given me for my birthday and in all honesty, I was walking around town thinking "what the FLUFF am I supposed to do when I go home?" Usually, when I'm anywhere, I'm thinking 'right, I need to go home and get this work done...that's due in next week...I'm never gonna get all this done' but, I finished college yesterday :D (the 1st in my class to finish all the work before the due date cus the rest of them don't bother their arses!) and so, when I was in town, my mind was actually ALLOWED to relax and be free. I know I also need to be very very very careful in the next few days; in the past as SOON as I'd finished school for the summer, I IMMEDIATELY bupped-up my exercise to completely compulsive and spent all day everyday exercising, but I'm obviously not allowed to do that this year, so I just don't know what to do with myself! Last summer, I started writing a book, which needless to say, was never finished, seeing as I took the worst relapse of my life last summer, but NOT this summer-I've completely re-jigged the plot of my book and will start anew; in more ways than one!
Well, that's the plan anyway!
But yes, on to the remainder of the day: My parents were also in town and said they would give me a lift home if I went and met them [they were buying light fittings...exciting stuff.] I told them, I hadn't eaten in 5 hours and if we didn't leave now, my mid-morning snack just would not happen; they aid they had just one more shop to go to, so I waited and waited and waited, and oh yeah; waited some more. They bought this lamp which was i shit you NOT, about 3 stone in weight; my dad carried that box on his shoulder for a good mile (far too proud to go and get the car) and i had to carry the smaller (but still quite heavy) box, NOT amused, seeing as my back was already aching. So, FINALLY got home, and I missed my snack, so I said, right I'll make it up later, had my ENORMOUS lunch, then had to go out yoghurt shoppin (I yoghurt-shopped my ASS off, lemme tell yas!! ) when I got home, my baby neice and her mummy were up :D YEOO!
But, as horrible as it sounds, I couldn't wait for them to go because I knew I was gonna miss my afternoon snack. They stayed 3 hours; I missed my a'noon snack, and I didn't get my dinner til 6.30pm (i usually have it at 4pm!) then i COLLAPSED infront of the TV, having had to eat a HUMUNGOUS dinner to make up for no snacks..I couldn't even make up for them tho!
So, it's 9pm now, and I still have over 500calories to make up.....funny as hell isn't it????
Something tells me my box of nutritional-build-up-shakes will be ATTACKED before too long?
There's NOOO way i could fit in any real food now! And to top it all off....my head's banging, they joys!
But I hope someone gets my blog's title today: Lennon? Mc Cartney? fuck em-HARRISON ALL THE WAY!!!! hee hee hee

Hope everyone had a much nicer day than me!
I WILLL get my snacks in tomoro!!

Slán,
Rose xoxo